My cousin who has immigrated to Canada and set up her root there came back to China on holiday the other day and she suggested me to immigrate to Canada as well. If I were five years younger I would probably say "Sure, why not." But as a man approaching his thirties, I got a lot to think about because I became to know whatever decision I make, the full responsibility will no longer remain mine. I had thought I lost my goal for years, but fortunately I got the feeling that I can feel myself again recently. Though I am still not clear about where do I see myself in five years, I set myself a goal, that is making as much money as I could. Aside from accommodating my family and the people I care about, I can give a hand to those who needs help. Every time I pass by people asking for money, especially elder women, I am ready to give some without thinking any further. The other day my wife told me that she saw old man collecting bottles out of the rubbish bin down my apartment. She felt so bitter that she wanted to give him one hundred Yuan. I remember I replied "Why not, I would respect you even more if you really did that."